Rest

I feel it’s most appropriate to post about my favorite verse in Matthew as we kick off exploring this book together.

“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. ”  Matthew 11:28

I don’t need to do much analysis of this verse. It is a direct, clear command; a perfect summary of Christ’s love. So, then, why do I forget that truth so easily? Some days my heart feels mangled. I allow myself to drown in obligation, fear or unrest.  I received some upsetting news recently that interrupted the perfect scenario that I constructed in my mind. I don’t know about you, but I do not appreciate when life interferes with my plans. I lost hours of sleep over it and worked myself into a mess of fear, doubt and anger. With a broken heart, I confronted God. I do not know what I thought I would gain. Revenge? Relief, maybe?

I wish I could report that the situation was miraculously solved; that Jesus physically came down to me from the clouds and fixed my broken heart by giving me what I wanted. That may make for a more entertaining read. However, the miracle that took place was not visible or tangible. It was a heart change.  He gave me rest. He provided protection and enough clarity to accept what was. Not an explanation of why the situation played out like it did, but a reminder of who I am and who I belong to. Exodus 14:14 says, “The Lord will fight for you; you need only be still.” My mother sent it to me after my late night, tearful phone call with her after receiving the news. (You will learn in this blog that my mother is my mentor, friend and therapist when I really lose my cool.) So, desperate for relief, after a few angry conversations with our Creator, I did just that. I simply asked for Him to take over because I was tired and hurting. Immediately, as He has done for me so many times, He did just that. He gave me rest. 

There is no peace like that which Jesus gives. It is said to pass all understanding because it can exist when your heart is broken. Ponder that today. Imagine laying your head on his shoulder and truly experiencing rest. Thank him for giving it so freely. Read verses 11:28-30 a few times until your heart believes it. Then, rest.