Month: March 2017

Touch

Good morning and Happy Friday! I am thrilled this day is finally here. I have a weekend with a few of my long time girlfriends ahead and this week dragged on as I waited in anticipation. I couldn’t kick off the weekend though without sharing this short passage with you; Monday just would not have come soon enough.

Start by reading Matthew 8:1-4.

This is a story I have heard referenced my entire life. It is a testament to the healing power of Jesus. However, when I read it this time, the Holy Spirit revealed something else to me.

Let me set the scene: Jesus had just been on the mountainside teaching his disciples and crowds of curious people. As he came down, a man with leprosy approached him and asked for healing. Jesus touched the man and he was healed.

The first thing I would like to call attention  to is the way this sick man approached Jesus. Verse 2 says, “A man with leprosy came and knelt before him and said, “Lord if you are willing, you can make me clean.” This man knew the power of Jesus before he even asked for healing. He approached him in expectation. He acknowledged His authority by kneeling before Him, then made his humble request. I would love to unpack this interaction with you, but that is not the focus of this post. So, stay tuned because we may study this story again.

The focal point of this post is the way Jesus loved this man in the specific way he needed. In the time frame we commonly refer to as the “Bible days”, leprosy was an epidemic. The people believed the disease spread by contact, so infected population was avoided and even sometimes colonized away from the general public. If the man was visibly infected, he had probably had the disease for quite some time. Meaning, this man had most likely not been touched in a while.

Human physical contact is such an interesting gift from the Lord. Physical touch from others can be comforting and encouraging. Reflect on a hug from a parent, or holding hands with a significant other. A pat on the back from a coach or boss can make you feel on top of the world. We can feel loved with physical touch, or validated. A simple gesture can be so powerful.

Jesus had the power to heal this man without touching him. The Bible tells us that in the next few verses (5-13) about the Centurion’s servant. However, Jesus did not just want to heal this man’s flesh, he wanted to heal his heart. Jesus obliged this man’s request by healing his body completely. He honored his expectation by healing his heart. The physical touch from our Savior probably meant more to this man than his physical relief of pain.

Oh, how I love our Jesus. He is so good. He loves us in the specific way we need; in a way that only He can. Think about that today and just rest in his love.

Have a good weekend, friend.

Healing

Good morning beautiful; I hope this post finds you well rested and coffee in hand!

Start off by reading Matthew 8:28-34.

This is the passage that Jesus encounters the two demon possessed men. He casts out the demons and they run to the pigs, where they throw themselves into the lake and die. Sounds like a problem solved, right?

The peculiar thing about this passage is the crowd’s reaction to this miraculous deliverance. Verse 34 says, “Then the whole town went out to meet Jesus. And when they saw him, they pleaded with him to leave their region.” Wait, what? After the healing..they wanted him to leave? These two men were violent in their possession. The passage described in verse 28, “They were so violent that no one could pass that way.” This means these men directly affected the people of  this region. The same people who’s response to healing was to kindly plead with the Healer to get out?

As silly as this initially sounded to me, the Holy Spirit started to reveal my hypocrisy. I began to see a parallel to how I am with some of the sins and afflictions in my life and the townspeople’s response. Sometimes, we (yeah, I am bringing you in this because I hope I am not the only one) prefer to avoid the sins and afflictions all together because of their violent nature. However, when Jesus shines light in them to eradicate them from our lives, we react similarly to these people. We prefer to ignore or shield the “thing” instead of acknowledge the need for healing and deliverance. It can be shame, fear, selfishness or ignorance that drives the resistance.

I can think of a few times I reacted like the townspeople. I was limiting the power of God. Did I believe I would have fulfillment once the thorn was removed from my flesh? Did I believe the pruning would be too painful? Did I love the “thing” first? Thank you Jesus for grace.

“For sin shall not be your master, because you are not under law, but under grace.” Romans 6:14.

Jesus promises rest, peace and wholeness. See Matthew 11:28, John 16:33, Romans 5:1 and John 10:10 for a reminder. But, he also said he came for the sick (unrighteous). Some sickness is so painful to get through. However, the healing is worth it. The wholeness is possible. The health is attainable. The grace is sufficient.

Lord, forgive me for shielding away the wounds that needed your attention most. Forgive me for limiting your limitless power. Heal and cleanse all darkness in me. You have done it before, you will do it again. You are faithful. I accept this healing. I love you and praise you for who you are! Amen. 

Rest

I feel it’s most appropriate to post about my favorite verse in Matthew as we kick off exploring this book together.

“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. ”  Matthew 11:28

I don’t need to do much analysis of this verse. It is a direct, clear command; a perfect summary of Christ’s love. So, then, why do I forget that truth so easily? Some days my heart feels mangled. I allow myself to drown in obligation, fear or unrest.  I received some upsetting news recently that interrupted the perfect scenario that I constructed in my mind. I don’t know about you, but I do not appreciate when life interferes with my plans. I lost hours of sleep over it and worked myself into a mess of fear, doubt and anger. With a broken heart, I confronted God. I do not know what I thought I would gain. Revenge? Relief, maybe?

I wish I could report that the situation was miraculously solved; that Jesus physically came down to me from the clouds and fixed my broken heart by giving me what I wanted. That may make for a more entertaining read. However, the miracle that took place was not visible or tangible. It was a heart change.  He gave me rest. He provided protection and enough clarity to accept what was. Not an explanation of why the situation played out like it did, but a reminder of who I am and who I belong to. Exodus 14:14 says, “The Lord will fight for you; you need only be still.” My mother sent it to me after my late night, tearful phone call with her after receiving the news. (You will learn in this blog that my mother is my mentor, friend and therapist when I really lose my cool.) So, desperate for relief, after a few angry conversations with our Creator, I did just that. I simply asked for Him to take over because I was tired and hurting. Immediately, as He has done for me so many times, He did just that. He gave me rest. 

There is no peace like that which Jesus gives. It is said to pass all understanding because it can exist when your heart is broken. Ponder that today. Imagine laying your head on his shoulder and truly experiencing rest. Thank him for giving it so freely. Read verses 11:28-30 a few times until your heart believes it. Then, rest.